Post by linhkawaii on Jan 8, 2011 19:01:47 GMT 8
I don't know what kind of love it is[/font]
Kwon/Gain
How to deal with heartbreaks after January 6th, 2011.
A/N: I don't know how to end this yet, just throw out what I have so far. Inspired by the lyrics of the song I'm listening to. The song is called "Forever" by Mr.Children. The lyrics are translated by me.
Kwon was quiet, very much so during the entire ride. Their manager glanced at them worriedly, opening and shutting his mouth. After they reached their dorm, Kwon excuses from the living room, silently drags himself to his room.
"Changmin hyung," Jinwoon whispers, grabbing onto Changmin's hands with concern. "Can we go talk to him?"
"I don't know how." Changmin says, looking at the closed door across the room. "I don't know how to."
It's okay, Kwon-ah. It's okay. Seulong thinks to himself. "Just give him some time."
-----
He rarely drinks, but for today, he wants to drink himself into a stupor, till there's tears running down his cheeks, watching the tweets pour in, thirty per ten seconds.
"Can't let you go even if I die!"
"I will support Adam Couple no matter what."
"Adam Couple is the best couple ever. Thank you for everything you've given us. I love you."
He reads all the Korean ones, struggles through some of the English tweets, squints his eyes through tweets in other languages that he cannot read and sniffles to himself. At times like this, he realizes that she is indeed the smart one. That girl is the only member in her group who doesn't have a Twitter no matter how much he nagged her to make one. Now he knows, she doesn't want to see the fans going through the same thing as they do.
He feels suffocated, wondering if it's because of the tweets he's reading or because he's thinking of her again.
His iPhone is on. He takes half a dozen pictures of himself. He considers them all carefully, deleting everything eventually. His cheeks are tomato red. His eyes are swollen like a bee sting. Selca-ing when he looks like this is not a good idea.
He knows better than anyone else that it's not like he won't see her again anymore. Yet somewhere in his heart, something feels empty. He finds it's hard for him not to break to a smile ear to ear when he spots sight of her. From now on he will have to fight against the urge to hold her frail cold hands and warm them up. The thought of not being able to dearly call her "yeobo" is enough to kill him. Where else can he find the relaxing feelings her beautiful face gives him when he gazes at it?
Trying to get up. Nearly stumbling. With the weight of alcohol and sadness and the words that remain unspoken because the truth is, Kwon tells himself softly, the truth is he's been in love for a long time now.
-----
Seulong finds Kwon next morning when he comes in to wake him up. He sighs at the now-familiar sight of Kwon's too-pale too-skinny body splayed out on his bed, covered in the infamous flower-patterned blanket, dried up trails of tears on his face.
His heart goes out to Kwon. He just wishes his dongsaeng would talk to them more about it. [/blockquote]
Kwon/Gain
How to deal with heartbreaks after January 6th, 2011.
A/N: I don't know how to end this yet, just throw out what I have so far. Inspired by the lyrics of the song I'm listening to. The song is called "Forever" by Mr.Children. The lyrics are translated by me.
[/font]A guy who loves you
Kwon was quiet, very much so during the entire ride. Their manager glanced at them worriedly, opening and shutting his mouth. After they reached their dorm, Kwon excuses from the living room, silently drags himself to his room.
"Changmin hyung," Jinwoon whispers, grabbing onto Changmin's hands with concern. "Can we go talk to him?"
"I don't know how." Changmin says, looking at the closed door across the room. "I don't know how to."
It's okay, Kwon-ah. It's okay. Seulong thinks to himself. "Just give him some time."
-----
自暴自棄になるほど 分別を なく しちゃいないけど
そんな甘いフレーズに少し 酔ってたんだよ
I haven’t fallen so far that I’ve lost my sense of self
I got a little drunk in our sweet moments
そんな甘いフレーズに少し 酔ってたんだよ
I haven’t fallen so far that I’ve lost my sense of self
I got a little drunk in our sweet moments
He rarely drinks, but for today, he wants to drink himself into a stupor, till there's tears running down his cheeks, watching the tweets pour in, thirty per ten seconds.
"Can't let you go even if I die!"
"I will support Adam Couple no matter what."
"Adam Couple is the best couple ever. Thank you for everything you've given us. I love you."
He reads all the Korean ones, struggles through some of the English tweets, squints his eyes through tweets in other languages that he cannot read and sniffles to himself. At times like this, he realizes that she is indeed the smart one. That girl is the only member in her group who doesn't have a Twitter no matter how much he nagged her to make one. Now he knows, she doesn't want to see the fans going through the same thing as they do.
He feels suffocated, wondering if it's because of the tweets he's reading or because he's thinking of her again.
ともすれば ともすれば
人は自分をどうにだって変えて いけんだよ
そういえば そういえば
「君の好きな僕」を演じるのは
もう演技じゃないから
If we aren’t careful, we can really change without knowing
Now that you mention it, the character that I played as "A guy who loves you"
Isn't just acting anymore
人は自分をどうにだって変えて いけんだよ
そういえば そういえば
「君の好きな僕」を演じるのは
もう演技じゃないから
If we aren’t careful, we can really change without knowing
Now that you mention it, the character that I played as "A guy who loves you"
Isn't just acting anymore
His iPhone is on. He takes half a dozen pictures of himself. He considers them all carefully, deleting everything eventually. His cheeks are tomato red. His eyes are swollen like a bee sting. Selca-ing when he looks like this is not a good idea.
He knows better than anyone else that it's not like he won't see her again anymore. Yet somewhere in his heart, something feels empty. He finds it's hard for him not to break to a smile ear to ear when he spots sight of her. From now on he will have to fight against the urge to hold her frail cold hands and warm them up. The thought of not being able to dearly call her "yeobo" is enough to kill him. Where else can he find the relaxing feelings her beautiful face gives him when he gazes at it?
どうすれば どうすれば
君のいない景色を当たり前と 思えんだろう
What should I do when I start to think of a world without you?
[Forever; Mr.Children]
君のいない景色を当たり前と 思えんだろう
What should I do when I start to think of a world without you?
[Forever; Mr.Children]
Trying to get up. Nearly stumbling. With the weight of alcohol and sadness and the words that remain unspoken because the truth is, Kwon tells himself softly, the truth is he's been in love for a long time now.
-----
Seulong finds Kwon next morning when he comes in to wake him up. He sighs at the now-familiar sight of Kwon's too-pale too-skinny body splayed out on his bed, covered in the infamous flower-patterned blanket, dried up trails of tears on his face.
His heart goes out to Kwon. He just wishes his dongsaeng would talk to them more about it. [/blockquote]