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Post by mujigae26 on Dec 25, 2010 2:29:25 GMT 8
hahaha wow... slow progress^^.. not bad at all.!
thanks for the update..! =)
Merry Christmas to all of you^^
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Post by Tizzy~~^^ on Dec 25, 2010 7:10:41 GMT 8
Thanks for updating This has been the only good thing on this Christmas this far... Merry Christmas! Thanks
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Post by goof on Dec 25, 2010 8:37:47 GMT 8
now that she agreed to being his 'girlfriend' i want to see what plans they have for not only SH but also the people around them.. they're going to have to be convincing
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Post by kukilas on Dec 25, 2010 16:23:31 GMT 8
Thanks for the update, Bells! I can't wait to see them "acting." Looking forward to the next chapter.
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Post by bells2am on Dec 25, 2010 23:25:05 GMT 8
Chapter 31 (Deck the halls with boughs of holly, falalalala, lalalala~ Merry Christmas to all, I shall catch WGM this week without subs cha. Well, this first. Treat this as a Christmas gift to all my fellow IAM fans~)
Ga In stopped in her tracks, her face turning pale and her hands on her waist. Kwon realised her absence behind him, and dashed back to her. "Noona, gwaenchana?" he asked worriedly, looking at her squatting in the middle of the streets, trying her best to catch her breath. She stared at him. "Why do you have to run so fast?" she asked, as if it was entirely Kwon's fault. Kwon gave her a haughty look. "I told you I'm a 100m champion sprinter. Didn't you realise it from the Chuseok special Sports Meet?" he asked, wanting to know if she had been watching the show, because he was in it. Ga In fumed silently and stood up suddenly. She kicked him in the kneecap. "Ahh!" Kwon yelped, holding onto his kneecap and retreating backwards to lean on a lamp post. Ga In looked at him sternly. "Don't try to trick me again, it won't work." she warned, looking at Kwon. Then she paused as she stared at him again, now crouching by the lamp post, looking like he was in pain. She walked over to him and put her hand on his shoulder. "Ya, Kwon ah, gwaenchana?" she asked, her eyebrows knitting together now. Kwon stared at her now, rolling his track pants up. The wound he had; the scab was torn off and blood was oozing out from the wound.
"Ahh!" Ga In yelled at the sight of the blood, rummaging through her pockets hurriedly to find her packet of tissue. Pulling a piece out, she put it on his wound, trying to stop the bleeding. "Goodness, Kwon, what have you been doing lately? This?!" Ga In asked, pointing at his knee. "Tsk. What do you know." Kwon answered, looking at Ga In blowing on his wound. "It's all your fault." Kwon blamed, and explained how the wound came about. Ga In remained silent for a while, still gently wiping the blood off his wound. After she was done, she rolled down his pants and stood up. So did Kwon, looking cautiously at her, wondering why she wasn't talking. She suddenly wound her arm with Kwon's, as if giving him support to walk. Kwon's arm felt warm. Ga In looked up into Kwon's eyes. "Mianhe." she apologised sincerely, using a little of her aegyo. Oh my goodness, how in the world am I going to resist this? Kwon asked himself, the chilly wind seemed to contradict his rosy cheeks. "Gwaenchana." Kwon comforted her, and put his hand on her arm. She didn't seem to mind the skinship. Kwon's phone rang, and he silently cursed the caller for the apt timing. Pulling her hand away reluctantly, Ga In tiptoed to see who was calling Kwon at this time. "Calling, Soo Hyun." the screen showed, and Kwon's face changed. His smile faded and he looked seriously at Ga In, her face reflecting the same.
Ga In gestured to the phone; wanting Kwon to answer it. His forehead creased together and he pressed the "answer" button unwillingly. "Yeoboseyo?" Kwon said with uncertainty, his eyes darting to Ga In's face. "Hyung, Soo Hyun yi ya~ (I'm Soo Hyun)" the melodious voice travelled to Kwon's side, him wincing at his voice, and the memory of the previous incident. Ga In pulled Kwon into a dark alley and snatched the phone from him, pressing the loudspeaker button. Kwon looked at her, and she nodded with much affirmation. "How may I help you?" Kwon asked, feeling that the conversation was more awkward than he thought. Ga In slapped her forehead for Kwon's stupidity; how could he choose to speak so politely and unnaturally to him? He would suspect. "Ahh, hyung, why are you being so unfriendly? So polite. About what happened the last time... Don't take it to heart, will you?" Both Ga In and Kwon knew he wasn't speaking the truth, and they had already took it to heart. Very seriously, indeed. "Of course." Kwon answered in a very calm tone, trying his best not to yell at Soo Hyun already. Ga In could sense his stress. She walked a few steps away from Kwon and looked at his shocked expression. She eased him by putting her index finger on her lips. "Kwon ah! Who are you talking to on the phone?! Help me take those plates here!" Ga In yelled loudly, not loud enough for anyone outside the alley to hear. Ga In could almost sense the tension on Soo Hyun's side, him clearing his throat.
"Araseo, noona! (I got it, noona!)" Kwon replied, pulling the phone away from his mouth. Ga In signalled him a thumbs up for his fast reaction. "Hyung, who was that just now?" Soo Hyun asked, like a mother asking where her son was. Kwon wanted so badly to tell him that it was none of his business, but they were keeping it friendly for the time being. "Ooh." he paused, looking at Ga In. She pointed to herself. "That was Ga In noona." he answered nonchalantly, like it was normal for him to be with her. "Eodiya? (Where are you?)" he asked, his tone now accusing. A smirk surfaced on Kwon's face, his expression smug. Ga In used her two hands to gesture a house to him. "Brown Eyed Girls' Dormitory!" he yelled now, as if he was so excited about something. Ga In came closer, she herself enjoying this entire thing as well. "Ya, Kwon ah. Bbali nawa! (Come here quickly!)" she said, closer to the mouthpiece now. "Nae, noona, onda! (Yes, noona, coming!)" Kwon answered her, looking at Ga In's interested face and the both of them trying not to laugh. Ga In could hear Soo Hyun panting frantically on the other side, as if he was fuming with anger and trying to breath properly. "Ya, Soo Hyun ah, babbaseo! (I'm busy!) I'll call you some other time, that's all. Bye!" Kwon replied almost immediately and could hear a little of Soo Hyun's voice going "Jamshimanyo~ (Wait a moment) before he hung up. He put his phone back into his pocket and started laughing like crazy, uncontrollably.
Ga In didn't want to spoil his mood; after all, she was glad to be of help. So she laughed along with him, looking at him as his eyes turned into crescents and his mouth open wide and his infectious chuckle travelling into her own ears. After quite a long time, they stopped and held their tummies in pain. "That was so funny. Epic. I've never heard Soo Hyun this desperate before." Kwon said, still laughing. Ga In, on the other hand, turned serious. "Kwon ah, you should realise that him turning desperate is not a good thing. It only shows that he's into you deeper than we thought." she warned him. His laughter subsided, his smile fading. But he didn't mind. He pouted his lips and looked at her. "Noona, you're such a spoilsport." he complained. "I'm serious, Kwon ah. Don't treat this as a joke. It only means that he's going to do more than call you often and make sure you're alone. The next time he calls, I bet he's gonna call you out to meet him." Ga In said. "Shiro. (I don't want to.)" Kwon answered simply, shuddering at perhaps the cold, or the memory of his last encounter with Soo Hyun. "We're not going to be sticking together all the time. I'll think of a plan for you. Meanwhile, don't answer his calls." Ga In said.
"Now I'm playing hard to get?" Kwon teased, smiling again. Ga In narrowed her eyes and stared at him sternly. "I'm serious. Now, before you get a cold, let's get out of here." she said and walked away. "Noona, where are you going?" Kwon shouted. Ga In turned to look at him. "My car's there." Kwon pointed to the opposite direction from where Ga In was walking to. Ga In sighed deeply and walked back to him, looking at him unwillingly. Kwon put out his arm, offering it to her. She took it gladly and the both of them walked slowly in the cold to Kwon's car.
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Can't continue, or the chapter'll be too long. Hope you guys liked it~ Yeaps, will try to update another. Reply loads~
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Post by AdamCouple4eva on Dec 25, 2010 23:50:32 GMT 8
Hahaha..love u so muaaach bells.. its such happy,funny n little bit tense chap.. the phone convo so epic lol~ ooow..love the guilty Gain and at last scene,Kwon really know how to take advantage with his cond wonder what sh will do next?? i think he'll not back off anytime soon..but it'll be benefit for AC's relationship progress right?? ^___^ you make my gloomy day brighter even though i havnt watch today ep but i've read tons of articles n comments bout the mbc failure >,<
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Post by persona3700u on Dec 26, 2010 1:01:19 GMT 8
Thanks for the update...merry chrismas n happy holiday!!
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Post by bells2am on Dec 26, 2010 1:10:08 GMT 8
Chapter 32 (Love all of you fans too! Hehe, well, I think I should continue writing. And I realised, from my starting date, today, 26th December 2010, is one entire month from the starting date. I have been writing this ff for one whole month. *claps hands* Personally I find this WGM episode... okay, because I like Khun too, huk. I mean, although there's no Ga In in this episode, it's not really fair to scold MBC because of that. It only shows the effort Kwon puts in for her, which is really enough for me. And Kwon's ad-libs were the best, truly my ballad Kwon; you should've looked at Khun's face, haha. But still, even if AC leaves eventually, this will continue. Definitely.)
Kwon drove quietly, humming softly to "Propose" that was playing on the radio. He looked at Ga In, in deep sleep, her head falling to one side. He smiled. Upon reaching the BEG dorm, he took one last look at Ga In and woke her up reluctantly. "Noona, ireona. (Wake up.)" he called for her as he shook her slightly. She stirred, but didn't wake up. Kwon leaned closer towards her, looking at her face up-close. She was truly a beauty. He looked at her thick eyeliner and mild foundation. Good skin. he noted himself. Uncontrollably, he traced her jawbone with his fingers mildly. And just slightly, he touched her cheek softly with his thumb, his heart thumping at the touch. Ga In stirred a little more, but remained asleep. She must be really tired. Kwon told himself, and yawned himself too. Looking at her tired face, he suddenly felt a sense of pain. He couldn't bear to see her this lethargic; this wasn't the kind of Ga In he wanted. Sucking in his breath, he tried his best not to breath as he went even closer to her. Kneeling on his seat, he kissed her forehead just slightly, and retreated back into his normal position. His heart thumped furiously and he put his palm on his chest assuringly. Looking back at her sleeping face, he smiled. He caught a strand of her fringe and tucked it gently behind her ear.
This time, Ga In fidgeted around, and finally woke up. "Ah, noona, you're up. We're here." Kwon announced, acting as if nothing had happened. Ga In rubbed her eyes, not caring much about her makeup; her eyeliner was waterproof after all. "Ah? Komawo, Kwon ah." she thanked him and smiled just for a while, her face masked with fatigue. She turned to pick up her bag from the passenger seat at the back and turned back to Kwon. Her face serious, she reminded him again about not to answer Soo Hyun's calls for the time being. "I know, I know. You're such a nag." Kwon said, pushing her out of the car gently; he wasn't trying to chase her out; he wanted her to be with him as long as possible, but he wanted her to get ample rest too. Ga In rolled her eyes and mumbled something intelligible. "Araseo! (I get it!)" she yelled impatiently and opened the door, ready to leave. Kwon pulled her back by her wrists and her eyes were now wide open. "Take care and sleep more." Kwon reminded her, and looked intensely into her eyes. Ga In paused there for quite a while and bit her lower lip nervously. Then she slapped Kwon's arm and scolded him. "You're the nag." she complained. Before she forgot, she told him to add medication to his wound, pointing to his knee.
Kwon nodded to her with a silly expression, as if he couldn't understand half a word of Korean she spoke. She shook her head and added, "Get Chang Min oppa to apply it for you." Kwon rolled his eyes and smiled, thankful for her concern. He waved enthusiastically as she left for the dorm, Ga In turning back to wave at him as well. As she slotted the key into the keyhole, Ga In could hear movements in the house. It's so late already... the unnies are not asleep yet? she asked herself. "Ya! Son Ga In! Where in the world have you been huh?" JeA yelled at her the moment she stepped into the house, pushing her. "Argh, unnie, you're up? I wanna go to sleep first. Talk tomorrow?" Ga In said almost immediately, trying to swerve her way around JeA into her own room. "Uh-oh." NarSha shook her index finger left to right, blocking Ga In's way. Ga In's shoulders heaved. "What is it that you three busybodies want?" she asked, plopping onto the sofa. Glad that they were winning her over, the three unnies sat on the sofa as well. "Who were you out with?" MiRyo asked. "Where did you go?" NarSha asked. "What did you do?" JeA asked last. Ga In giggled a little at them. "Ridiculous. How am I going to answer all of them at one time?" Ga In replied, ready to make a run for it again.
JeA held her back onto the sofa and looked at her sternly. "You're not going anywhere, Son Ga In, before you tell us everything." she added. Ga In rolled her eyes. "I was out with Jo Kwon, we went to the cafe near the dorm and we sat around drinking coffee and talking." she answered all three questions in one go. She was an honest person, though, and all three of them knew that. "What did you guys talk about?" JeA asked. Ga In shot her a glance. "Remember the one person one question rule here?" Ga In asked, hoping JeA still remembered. Ga In had hoped that although they were members of the same group, she had her privacy. So she told them that if they were to ask questions like this, everyone only had the right to ask once. All three of them had agreed readily then. JeA started her aegyo, her arms wound with Ga In's. "Ahh, Ga In ah, don't do this. I just care for you." Ga In didn't answer, only shook her head repeatedly. "Okay, just tell me if you're starting a real relationship with him or not." JeA relented. So did Ga In. She considered the question for a while and shook her head. "How about in the future? Are you?" NarSha asked. Ga In shrugged at this and looked at her. "What am I now, a psychic?" she added cynically. "So are you guys done? I wanna sleep." Ga In said, standing up slowly. The three didn't choose to probe more, but stood up too. MiRyo put an assuring hand on Ga In's shoulder. "We should all get some sleep." she replied, and returned to her room.
"New message from: Ga In Noona" Kwon's screen blared to life, and he read it almost immediately. "Ya chassik, call me when you reach your dorm." was what the message had wrote. Kwon chuckled at that and put the phone down, concentrating on the road before him. He thought of the day's events. The coffee, the call, the guilt, the aegyo, the skinship. Everything. And he smiled again, involuntarily. He whistled happily as he parked his car and walked to the dorm door. Opening the dorm door, Kwon was astonished to find all three; Jin Woon, Chang Min and Seul Ong standing rigidly by the door, as if they were waiting for him. "Hyung. I'm back." Kwon said politely, bowing and trying to past them and go into his own room. "Ah." Seul Ong stopped Kwon, holding him by his arm. Kwon winced; this was what he was afraid of. Their arms folded, all three of them looked at him sternly, like he was some mischievous boy that ran away from home and finally came back. Kwon knew he couldn't leave without an explanation, so he sat onto the sofa, resigned. Suddenly, the three manly boys crowded around him like he was on exhibition and starting shooting him questions. "Who were you with?" "Where did you go?" "What did you do?" "Was it a girl or a guy?" "What did you guys talk about?" Kwon was overwhelmed by the questions and shouted, "Ssikeuro! (Shut up!)" impatiently. The living room went dead silent.
"I went out with Ga In Noona. To the cafe near her dorm. We sat around, drank coffee, talked, walked around. Apparently she's a girl. We talked about We Got Married and how we were sorry for torturing each other for so long." Kwon answered all in one go. Well, he was honest, except for the last answer. He wanted them to be satisfied with his answer, so they wouldn't ask anymore. The three seemed to understand the entire matter, and kept quiet. "Well, Kwon, let's go to sleep, I'm tired. Chumuseyo." Seul Ong said first, trying to ease the situation. "Nado, Kwonnie hyung. Chumuseyo~ (Me too, Kwonnie hyung. Rest well~)" Jin Woon said this time, going back to his room. Kwon stood up finally and took a last look at Chang Min. "So will you let me rest?" he asked, glancing at him. Chang Min gave him a weak smile. "Sure, Kwon. We'll talk tomorrow." he replied, smiling a little wider at Kwon's groan after his own statement. "Fine." Kwon replied, trudging back to his room.
Upon stepping into his room, he took out his phone. "Ga In Noona, I'm tired now, so I'll just message you. I've reached home safely, don't worry." Kwon replied to Ga In and not bothering to bathe in the cold weather or changing, he plopped into bed and slept. Ga In, on the other side, looked at his message and laughed silently to herself. "Ya, how can you choose not to call me? Defying orders now, are you? And haven't I told you about modesty being a virtue? Who's worrying about you? In any case, sleep tight. I have to sleep too, chumuseyo~" Ga In replied. Kwon didn't really want to message her, he wanted to hear her voice before he slept, but he was afraid he didn't want to hang up if he had called her. She needed her rest; even if he didn't need his. That night, both Ga In and Kwon were smiling in their dreams. That night, Soo Hyun was also smiling; but he wasn't sleeping; he had a plan up his sleeve.
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ooooooh. Well, here it is. Chumuseyo to everyone too. I guess.
Love, Bells.
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Post by bb21wgttt on Dec 26, 2010 10:18:16 GMT 8
Thanks for the update love you so much Looking forward to the next chapter
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Post by icha2307 on Dec 26, 2010 11:56:34 GMT 8
wow..it's getting more interesting.. i cant wait for soohyun evil plan >__<
btw this chapter should be chapter 33 not 32 *counting silently* hehhe.. good job ^^
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Post by oqyoiko on Dec 26, 2010 12:21:51 GMT 8
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Post by bells2am on Dec 26, 2010 12:31:34 GMT 8
icha2307 Oh right. I went through and realised you were right. Never mind, I'll start posting correctly the next update. Thanks anyway!
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Post by kukilas on Dec 26, 2010 13:36:14 GMT 8
Thanks, Bells! Love the update, and it seems like they are both growing closer to each other. I am worried about what SooHyun is plotting, though.
Looking forward to the next update.
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Post by chinaeyes711 on Dec 27, 2010 22:58:13 GMT 8
hahahhahahaha!!!! from mortal enemies to friends and now they are entering a new stage, they maybe husband & wife in a variety show but something deeper will come out from their relationship, more than friends and more "real" from their "reel" and onscreeen relationship. something beautiful, something sweet and romantic.
getting curious by a minute, will wait patiently for the updates!!! keep it up!!!!
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Post by bells2am on Dec 28, 2010 0:59:15 GMT 8
Chapter 34 (My apologies to all out there. This is chapter 34, thanks for reminding~ Well, Soo Hyun's plans aren't too successful for now, but since everybody loves slow progress, slow progress it shall be. What will Chang Min ask Kwon? Hyahya. ^^)
Kwon woke up from his long night, remembering that wonderful dream he had. He had Ga In's hand in his, and she was walking down the aisle in a beautiful wedding dress, him waiting to hold her tight and say "I Do." He touched his cheeks and found them scalding hot. Then he touched his forehead. He wasn't having a fever. He was blushing again. It seemed silly to blush at nothing in particular, and no one looking at him. Thank goodness no one's here; or I'll hear no end of all this. Kwon silently thanked Jin Young hyung for providing him with his own room. He stepped out of his room, rubbing his shoulders at the chill. Really, darn winter. He found Chang Min hyung in the kitchen, making breakfast for the three of them, only Kwon woke up earlier. "Hyung, good morning." Kwon greeted, ruffling his hair and and smiling at Chang Min. Today was a happy day; a good dream, and Chang Min was making his favourite garlic ham. Ah bliss. "Ah Kwon ah, morning." Chang Min smiled back at him, then turning back to preparing breakfast, the aroma diffusing throughout the house. After he was done, Chang Min put the food on the table and sat down. Kwon looked eagerly at the food; then he realised a pair of eyes staring at him. He turned to look at Chang Min, who was looking at him intently, as if waiting for his son to confess his mistakes. Kwon put down his fork reluctantly. "Knew you wouldn't cook my garlic ham without a reason. What do you want, hyung?" Kwon asked, rolling his eyes.
Chang Min looked at Kwon, not sure if he should ask him about it or not. As much as he cared for him, he respected Kwon's privacy. "Kwon ah. From our last conversation... you... like Ga In, don't you?" Chang Min asked; he was never a person who beat around the bush. Kwon almost choked on his milk and only swallowed it after Chang Min gave him several pats on his back. "Hyung!" Kwon resented him, coughing a few more times. He looked around furtively. "We shouldn't be talking so publicly about it. You know that two." Kwon whispered. Chang Min rolled his eyes. "Before I left my room, I kicked Jin Woonie so hard in the butt, but he wouldn't budge. And you know Seul Ong and his sleeping habits." Chang Min wanted to assure Kwon that those two would definitely not wake up to hear all this. "Why don't you even bother to rebuke me, or to tell me it's not true? Are you silently admitting it?" Chang Min asked; this was unlike Kwon. Too much missing details; too many holes in his story. Kwon shrugged. "Hyung, you've known me too well to know when I'm lying. Objecting to it probably wouldn't work too well." Kwon answered. Chang Min nodded his head in agreement. "You know, Kwon, I don't quite believe you and that apologising talk with Ga In yesterday. What on earth did you guys talk about?" he asked, now more curious than concerned. "Hyung, now you sound like my mum." Kwon rebutted, picking his fork back up again.
"Well, sorry." Chang Min apologised, feeling a little hurt at what Kwon had said. After all, he was trying to help. Kwon put his hand on his shoulder. "Mianhe, hyung. I'm just..." not finishing what he said, he heaved a huge sigh and stopped chewing the ham in his mouth. "Kwon, you know you can tell me anything right?" Chang Min asked, his eyes now wide. Kwon narrowed his eyes, seriously doubting Chang Min's concern, and thought it would truly be his crave for gossip. But Chang Min was right. Ga In was. He should tell Chang Min about it. He was probably the only one who would give sensible-enough comments or suggestions. If it were Seul Ong or Jin Woon... Sigh, he couldn't even imagine all the teasing he would get. So he finished swallowing his ham, and started the entire story, like how he had told Ga In about it, watching Chang Min's face turn white, then green, then blue, then red. White for his shock. Green for his disgust. Blue for his uncertainty. Red for his anger. Kwon shrugged nonchalantly after he had finished his story, then proceeded to tell Chang Min about his plan with Ga In. After that, he paused, gauging his reaction. Expressionless. "Hyung, gwaenchana? (Are you okay?) Hyung?" Kwon asked the stoned Chang Min, shaking him slightly. That seemed to be too much information to handle. "Mianhe, hyung, I..." Kwon started, but Chang Min put out his hand.
"I'm fine, Kwon. It's good that Ga In's helping you, but because I have no prior experience, I cannot tell you if this is the best way to solve this matter." Chang Min said, the wise-old-man-mode on. He put his hand on Kwon's. "It must've been a nightmare for you, Kwon ah. I'm sorry I hadn't realised it soon enough, or I could've helped you." Chang Min said. "It's okay, hyung. My acting skills are apparently very good." Kwon grinned, and Chang Min shook his head, wondering how he could still be so happy in a situation like this. Suddenly, something came into Chang Min's mind. "Kwon ah, I hate to be a killjoy, but I have to remind you, that Ga In helping you, might not be the best. Look, you've fallen in love with her, and all this helping might improve the relationship between you two. I mean, since you guys always quarrel, this might be a good thing, but if things go too far; if you guys are in love with each other, how are you going to explain in to everyone out there? Jin Young hyung, your fans, Ga In's boss?" Chang Min asked. Kwon considered that for a second. "Hyung, she won't fall in love with me." he said to him assuringly. Chang Min looked at him wide-eyed. "Why, Kwon ah?"
Kwon sighed deeply. "I'm not her cup of tea, hyung. I'm just a puny irritating kid that is neither responsible nor manly or capable enough to take care of her. I am in no position to love her. I do not deserve her, hyung." Kwon said, suddenly depressed. "She's helping me, because she finds me pitiful. Because she's empathetic; she understands how I feel. Hyung, she will never love me, because she never sees me as a man, and I won't be able to look after her. I do not intend to tell her how much I love her, how she wouldn't stop coming into my dreams, making me smile foolishly in my sleep, how I always think of her words, her chuckle, her half-moon smile. How I walk on the streets and think if she would like that something I see in that shop. How I would love to call or message her in the middle of the night just to see if she were sleeping well. I don't want her to know all that, I do not want to be a burden to her. I do not want her sympathy as well, but it looks like it's the only way I get to stay by her all the time. I know I am selfish, hyung, keeping her by me like this, but somehow, she gives me comfort no one else can give. Just a simple smile by her makes my day, just hearing her voice makes my heart skip a beat, just knowing that she's fine makes me able to sleep at night. Hyung, I love her, and I thought I wouldn't be able to love someone so much in my life, but I was wrong. Because I met her. She makes my life fufilling, and there are many things I wish I could do with her. I didn't know I was falling so deeply. I thought it would fade away. But I was wrong again. Hyung, I have done many silly and foolish things in my life, but I will not anymore. I want to keep her with me, even if it means she won't be able to know that I love her, even if it means that I will feel incomplete, but..."
With this, tears flowed out of Kwon's eyes. He never knew he felt so strongly for her, but this confession of his seemed to sum it up for him. He was in love. With her. This her that he used to dislike because of a silly misunderstanding. But now she was here, on his side, and he, was falling helplessly in love. Chang Min was at a loss momentarily, looking at Kwon's tears. He put his hand on Kwon's back and patted him comfortingly. "Kwon ah, I hope she could hear this." he thought to himself. This silly leader of 2AM, always putting up that brave front, always playing the joker, but he, was, afterall a small kid. One that was still in the age of confessing and loving bravely and all. Suddenly, Chang Min felt like he was losing out to Kwon. He could tell Chang Min of his love for Ga In. But what about Chang Min himself? If he had found his love, would he be able to do that? He looked at the sobbing Kwon, and embraced him like how a hyung should. "Kwon ah, she'll come to understand all this one day. You'll be her man. I believe in you." he told Kwon, smiling as he said that.
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GAH DONE. I'M TURNING NUMB.
Love, bells.
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